How I wish U are there..Missing and thinking of you every single day..

Hahaha..Another Busy day..hahah...Today was the last day of Open house..hahah..I was walking around the whole day..=x..hahahah..Soo sian to sit on the booth the whole day...hahahah..It is a very tiring day..But there is a lot of fun and joy...hahah..And I also make a lot of new friends..hahaha..

Tml,will be another exciting day..hahah..I was asign to be the East IC in my church..Hahaha..My very first time..hahah..Hope that everything will went smooth tml..hahha..

O level result cuming out on this cuming Monday.Hope that I could get a C6 for my English paper=x..hahha..We shall c on Monday..hahah..Nite Nite..Take care=)

A Fool Like Me

Why does it hurt so bad
to lose something I never had
To have these feelings and nothing to do
just sit around and wait for you


Why is it so hard to move on
knowing what we had is gone
Is there a place where happiness is
Even though there's still a fizz
In my soul when you are around
your name is a beautiful sound
Now all I can do is wonder


I lost it all in one little blunder
By not telling you how I really feel
trying to act like its no big deal
Now I know the nature of my errors


I just wish I could get rid of my cares
Yet I can't now my heart won't let me
get rid of a person who fills me with glee
Knowing my feelings are still the same
I must move on to a new life


Leaving behind my feelings and the strife
I am only human and I am weak


But for you there was a beautiful streak
I would do anything to repent the day
When you hung on my words waiting to say
What I really wanted from you


I chose the wrong words for an excuse
Now I am on a new track


I know now I can't have you back
No matter what I do or how I try
I have lost the apple of my eye

5 Jan..5,is the day,someone broke-off and went their separate way..This is the Most hurting things that have happen in the gal's life..She was ones madly in love with him and now she has to let him go..When she noe the new,she dont wan to fight back or even sae no or ask y?..She knows that he has enough and he is tired..Pointless to carry on..She can only suffer the pain quietly..Waiting and hoping one day,fate will bring them back again..She still care for him..But she noe that she has to 4get him and stop pestering him anymore..She can only hope that he will stay happy and in gd health..It is already 2Month le..she still Misses and thinking of him..Wenever she saw him,she wanted to call out his name,But nothing seen to be cuming out of her mouth..she can only c him from far,hoping one day,he will notice her..She noe it very clearly that there is no more hope,y is she so fool waiting for something to happen..Do You think she is a Fool..I think so..Hahah..

HAHAHA..First week of 2009,Juz Pass..HAHAHHA..That is so fast!!..HAHAH..Very tring and stress..Tml-IS presentation,Tue-working,wed-working,Thur-OOAD quiz and open house,Fri-NT quiz and Open house,Sat-open house,outing with my CCA gp.Sun-Church and shopping..HAHAH..All plan for this week..HAHAH..Omg,another tiring week..=.="I felt so drained now..HAHHA..That is life..

2day,went to Yew Tee for usher's Thankgiving...HAHHA..A place,I dont wan to go..HAHAH..No choice,the thankgiving celebration is in Yew Tee..LOL..HAHAH..I learn some something that is useful in our life..HAHAH.."Have Faith and confidence in yourself,Nothing is impossible"..

Second Day of 2009..hahhaha..Going back to sch..hahah..But still in holiday mood..hahah..I wan longer holiday..hahah..

2day is a long day in sch..=x..After sch,I went to meet my fren...hahahaha..Her bday is tml,but her classmates and me,plan to give her a surprise celebration 2day..hahaha..I was the one who meet her first then her classmates will appear will a cake..hahah..Interesting=p..hahaha..I was trying my best to distract her and waste time in Hong kong cafe..hahaha..we went there for dinner..hahah..I love the food there!!hahah..I couldnt belive it,I was so hungry,I have eaten two bowl of rice with curry chicken..hahah.I think,I juz fall in love with curry chicken=x..hahaha..Finally her classmates arrive..hahha..She was so shocked and surprised..hahha..She thought I have 4getten her bday...hahaha..No,No!!hahaha...So happy to c her smiling so happily..hahah..Even though is not my bday,I can still feel the joy around...=D

I cant wait for 2009 to arrive..A brand new year..A fresh start..=D..With a new begining..Ieaving my everything and all my unhappiness leave behind..No Turn back and regets..Coz I noe that there are more greater thing that God have plan for me..Hahaha..My New Years Resolution is to be a person full of Love,Care and Joy..=P..Excel in Studies..hahah..=D

hahah..Went countdown with my frens..It may be a simple outing but it is a day worth to remember..hahah..we have a lot of fun and joy..hahah..I shall let the photo do the work=)


Lastly,I shall end with this,