I am Who I am

2011-01-24T00:52:00.003+08:00

It have been a long time since I last blog..I am back again..I feel so trouble...After one month hoilday,I will starting sch tml..I so wish,I have holiday 4ever..I cant give up nw..Jiayou..Jiayou rufeng...U can do it!!!Remember nothing is impossible and u are compete with yourself...JIAYOU

2010-08-03T12:29:00.004+08:00

Wake up early in the morning yesterday to sent baby for his NS..I can only send him to take the bus to take the ferry to his camp..='(..I regert not having my IC with me all the time..All I can do is only standing at one corner see the bus went off with him and his mother and sister..

After the bus have leave,I am trying very hard to hold my tears and make my way home...When I reach home,I hug the white big bear(He bought for me during our 1 year Anniversary) and cry to sleep but I keep waking up every hour to see my hp,hoping for his call and msg..I juz miss him so badly even thought,I juz saw him few hour ago..='(

Evening time,I went to meet sherley in Marsiling..We went to have dinner and first time I have Vegetain Food for dinner outside..hahah...After dinner,we have share a tub of ice-cream and chat chit..On my way home,baby Call..I was really very happy..Cant waiting to see baby again..

2010-07-30T16:57:00.002+08:00

I juz hate people who pretend to be friendly infont and backstabbing people from behind...I juz feel like slapping that person face hard and tell that person,Stop being so kaypo!!Stop acting the Good guy!!Stop ruin other people life!!Dont be so childish!!Get a life!!!

2010-07-30T16:17:00.003+08:00

2day is my Last day of work in NAFA..Going to miss the place and the people..='(..

Moving on my journey.. Will be helping in YOG for the vary first time...Hope everything will went through smoothly

2010-05-24T17:15:00.003+08:00

Nobody is perfect..Some people took the shortest Path for studies..Some people took the longest Path..Why some people look down on people who took the longest path??

Currently I am working in NAFA under Marketing and Admission,I have two other collegues working with me.. They both graduation from JC and I am the only one graduated from Poly..I felt that my presence is invisible..When they need me,they will look for me..When they dont need me,I became invisible to them..No matter hw much I have contribute,it mean nothing to them...I wish hope someone take notice of me..

2010-03-10T01:31:00.007+08:00

Time flies pass very fast...I couldnt believe it,it is my birthday tml and I am turning 21..hahah..And it be also my FIRST DAY of work in IT Show..hahah..I will be Hall 401,selling HP laptop,anyone want to buy,HP laptop,come look for me and even if you are not buying HP laptop and u juz to cum find me and chat with me,I will be very happy to see u guys...=D...hahha...Coz it show hw popular,I am..=p..haahah...LOL..Juz cum cheer me up..

I still cant drop the idea that I am not having party for my bday..Actually,I plan to celebrate my 21st bday..I even book the place,come out with the guests list,Schedule for my bday,What food,am I going to order..BUT...I have no money for the food..So I decided to drop the ideas..Juz hoping to celebrate with frens and Family..=)..Even you guys,come empty handed with no presents,it ok..At least,I noe,someone still remember my bday..=D

To my Baby:

it ok,if there is no flower,no present,I juz wish,u r dere..That all I ask for..

2010-03-07T13:28:00.004+08:00

Everything is going to be alright...

2010-03-07T00:24:00.003+08:00

4 more day is my 21st bday..I juz wish someone still remember my bday..I dont wish to celebrate my bday alone..='(

2010-02-22T11:10:00.002+08:00

After so many month,finally I have time to start blog..Finally,my Final Project ended on last Fri..So happy!!But it is not the end,my project is recomended for dinst,I still have to back on this coming Thur to present to directors.Hoping for the best..After presentation wat is next?Waiting for Uni acceptenace...Hope I can get in..Looking for Job...

Life is so Unfair..I am not there or here..Where am I nw..

I feeling like going to Beach..Playing swing swing...And 4get abt my worries and everything...

2010-01-01T13:18:00.003+08:00

There are sad,happy,lonely and emo moments in 2009.Passing each day,Juz like this..Praying everything will be alright..Finally Year 2009 ended.

2day is offically 2010..New start and new beginning..I am going to leave my past in 2009 and start afresh in 2010..

I wonder,how will this year be like??Boring??Sad??Happy??Full of adventure??

2009-12-27T12:36:00.011+08:00

I am Back!!

I have not update my blog for 1 month..hahah..So busy...=x..Let me write about something interesting..hahah

Last sunday,20 Dec,I meet preet in ion orchard to shop for diana's present,we took a photos in toilet..hahah

We posting in the toilet

Dont ask me,wat is she doing...hahah

preet also did the most funny thing,I have seen..hahah..Sad,I didnt take video..=( hahah..I confirm,U will laugh non-stop...=p..hahah..Aftertat,I went to meet baby..=D..hahah..

Secondly,Interesting thing,is 26 Dec 2009,Yesterday was my bf elder sis wedding,I was one of the bridemaid,

Have alot of fun!!!Went to alot of people hse and got Ang pow..hahah..A new experience!!I enjoy and have alot of fun=D

2009-11-26T23:46:00.028+08:00

I was attach to Sunningdale Tech Ltd for my attachment,3 month ago..

There is no other place but in Joo koon circle,wen I am staying in yishun...LOL..

But luckily,got this company bus,tat drive me to work from yishun Mrt station and drive me back to Joo Koon Mrt station after work..

Finally,my attactment have ended 2day..Sooo Happy..

Finally,I am set free now...=D from the stress,pressure,expectation and being look down coz we are intern with no experience..=.='.

Kinda of disappointed,I only get "Good" for my overall performance..I really dont noe why..In everything,I do,I will alway do my best..But why nobody see my hardwork..Juz kill my brain cell for nothing..WTH..

2009-11-25T08:29:00.006+08:00

玫瑰：

　　红玫瑰代表热情真爱；

　　黄玫瑰代表珍重祝福和嫉妒失恋；

　　紫玫瑰代表浪漫真情和珍贵独特；

　　白玫瑰代表纯洁天真；

　　黑玫瑰则代表温柔真心；

　　橘红色玫瑰友情和青春美丽；

　　蓝玫瑰则代表敦厚善良。

　　0 朵玫瑰——爱你在心口难开！

　　1朵玫瑰代表——我的心中只有你 ONLY YOU！

　　2朵玫瑰代表—— 这世界只有我俩！

　　3朵玫瑰代表—— 我爱你 I LOVE YOU！

　　4朵玫瑰代表—— 至死不渝！

　　5朵玫瑰代表—— 由衷欣赏！

　　6朵玫瑰代表—— 互敬互爱互谅！

　　7朵玫瑰代表—— 我偷偷地爱著你！

　　8朵玫瑰代表—— 感谢你的关怀扶持及鼓励！

　　9朵玫瑰代表—— 长久 ALWAYS！

　　10朵玫瑰代表—— 十全十美无懈可击！

　　11朵玫瑰代表—— 最爱只在乎你一人！

　　12朵玫瑰代表—— 对你的爱与日俱增！

　　13朵玫瑰代表—— 友谊长存！

　　14朵玫瑰代表—— 骄傲！

　　15朵玫瑰代表—— 对你感到歉意I'M SORRY！

　　16朵玫瑰代表—— 多变不安的爱情！

　　17朵玫瑰代表—— 绝望无可挽回的爱！

　　18朵玫瑰代表—— 真诚与坦白！

　　19朵玫瑰代表—— 忍耐与期待！

　　20朵玫瑰代表—— 我仅一颗赤诚的心！

　　21朵玫瑰象徵—— 真诚的爱！

　　22朵玫瑰象徵—— 祝你好运！

　　25朵玫瑰象徵—— 祝你幸福！

　　30朵玫瑰象徵—— 信是有缘！

　　36朵玫瑰象徵—— 浪漫！

　　40朵玫瑰象徵—— 誓死不渝的爱情！

　　50朵玫瑰象徵—— 邂逅不期而遇！

　　99朵玫瑰象徵—— 天长地久 FOREVER！

　　100朵玫瑰象徵—— 百分之百的爱 100% LOVE！

　　101朵玫瑰象徵—— 最……最爱！

　　108朵玫瑰象徵—— 求婚！

巧克力：

　　榛子巧克力——忠贞

　　果仁巧克力——可人

　　酒心巧克力——与你共醉

　　奶香巧克力——我的蜜糖

其他鲜花：

　　蔷薇——求爱满天星——爱怜

　　百合——百年好和向日葵——爱慕

　　合欢——欢乐金盏花——迷恋

　　红豆——相思石斛兰——任性美人

　　红菊——我爱紫丁香——羞怯

　　白丁香——念我郁金香——爱的寓言

　　杨柳枝——依恋紫萝兰——永恒之美

　　波斯菊——永远快活玛格丽特——情人的爱

Hahah..Copy blindly from Yang Yang's Blog..=x

2009-11-16T08:43:00.003+08:00

It is Monday again..hahah..Time flies pass very fast,I'm going to end my attachment soon..hahah..9 more working day..hahah..

I wonder hw life in Fyp,wat is the project topics,who is my project partner,can I survive through..hahah..I cant stop wonder and worry..hahah

2009-11-13T11:01:00.000+08:00

Suddenly Misses church alot..

It has been a very long time since I went to church...Misses every single moments..Misses attending services,cellgroup meeting,serving as usher in church,fellowship with my cellgroup..

I wonder,wat everyone doing..How is everyone..I wanted to go back to church for services and go for cellgroup meeting..But Something seen to be holding me back,I really dont noe,wat it is..

Lost and confuse

2009-11-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

So happy and excited that Baby is cuming back tml...Planned in advance a surprise for him and also wish to be there in the airport to fetch him back home,but....

I juz feel tat I am so useless..

2009-11-11T11:26:00.000+08:00

I have a very long weekend..=x..hahah...Mon and Tue,sleeping,eating,watch online Movie and went to see two doctor,then found out the reason why suddenly my right ears,bleeding coz ear infection...But I am fine nw and I am back to work..=)

When I first walk in to my office,my desk is in the mess..hahah...A scrapped CPU is found on my desk-juz finish reformat,My office phone is disconnected,my switch is gone='( (Got to sacrific my own local network cable if I have to configure any laptop,assign to me)..hahah..

I wonder,wat happen to my desk wen I am not around..hahah..After a few minutes of cleaning up,I got back my desk..hahah..=D..

2 more day,baby,is cuming back..so excited..cant wait to see him and give him a super big huggies=p

2009-11-09T23:44:00.000+08:00

I juz wanted to give u a surprise..Make u happy..

But it seen like,I have failure again..

2009-11-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

Life is so unfair..What have I done..Why is this happen on me..Why I have to go through all this thing..

2009-11-08T21:42:00.003+08:00

Why am I so weak..Why am I getting sick at this time...I got to stay strong..

2009-11-08T14:44:00.000+08:00

I Just watch this Movie:"Jennifer's body"...

The story is abt two friends with different personalities start us off in this movie. Anita Lesnicky a.k.a. Needy (Amanda Seyfried) is a bookworm while Jennifer (Megan Fox) is the school hottie. An untoward incident at a nightclub changes everything when Jennifer falls prey to a band's devil worshipping business and becomes possessed. She goes off on a killing spree with glee and you get to see some sizzling scenes of stylish murder!..Nice movie!!

2009-11-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

Learn to 4give and 4get...=)

2009-11-07T20:24:00.001+08:00

Took a one day off Yesterday..Have my hairs done and went to watch Astro Boy in Amk.It is a very touching Movie and a must see movie!!hahah

Set in futuristic Metro City, "Astro Boy" tells the story of a young robot with incredible powers created by a brilliant scientist named Dr. Tenma (Nicholas Cage). Powered by positive 'blue' energy, Astro Boy is endowed with super strength, X-ray vision, unbelievable speed and also the ability to fly. He experiences the joys and emotions of being human, and gains the strength to embrace his destiny. When he learns that his friends and family are in danger, Astro Boy marshals his awesome super powers and returns to Metro City in a valiant effort to save everything he cares about and to understand what it takes to be a hero.

I wanted to watch "My sister's Keeper", "Love Happen","The Twilight saga:New Moon" ,"Couples Retreat", "2012",Don't Look Back"and many more..

2009-11-05T12:13:00.000+08:00

Randomly search for Nice wallpaper for my laptop,I saw this Picture..hahah..The puppy is so cute..hahah=p

2009-11-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

Soooo Happy,Finally have the time to create a list of Music for my blog=P..HAHAH..My blog finally got background music=D

Baby,cuming back soon..Soo excited,cant wait for baby to cum back..so missess him...=p

2009-11-03T10:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Annvisary,Baby..Thank for the flowers..I love it alot..=D

Even u are not here with me but I noe u are alway there for me=)

2009-11-02T11:00:00.000+08:00

The Best kind of Love...

"The best kind of love is when you have no expectation at all"

2009-10-29T12:18:00.001+08:00

I love this song very nice..hahah

Kristinia DeBarge - Future Love Lyrics

a couple of years.
and I’m gonna know your name.
it’s like I waited for you forever.
and I know this might sound insane.
but it won’t be long
til’ we’re gonna take this up.
what I’m talking about our future love.

it’s so far away.
and baby you’re right next door.
got me picturing your face again.
something worth waiting for.
i put all others behind me.
they don’t live up.
i know what I want what I need to the T.

baby if they ask me.
i would say I don’t even know your name.
and when they ask me:
does it change?
no it don’t change a thing.
’cause it’s something about the way you love me.
and it’s something about the way you know me.
that I can’t explain enough.

just something about our future love future love future love.
something about a future love future love future love.

walking hand in hand.
going on the second date.
i can picture how we’re touching
and the kiss I can almost taste.
i imagine the all the ways.
we meet for the very first time.
i can see the place feel the love at first sight.

baby if they ask me.
i would say I don’t even know your name.
and when they ask me:
does it change?
no it don’t change a thing.
’cause it’s something about the way you love me.
and it’s something about the way you know me.
that I can’t explain enough.

just something about our future love future love future love.
something about a future love future love future love.

i know the minute you pull up next to me.
we standing there like destiny.
when it feels like you’re fighting just to breathe that’s when you know.

the minute I pull up next to you.
suddenly you don’t know what to do
everything inside you says that I’m the one.

baby if they ask me.
i would say I don’t even know your name.
and when they ask me:
does it change?
no it don’t change a thing.
’cause it’s something about the way you love me.
and it’s something about the way you know me.
that I can’t explain enough.[2x]

just something about our future love future love future love.
something about a future love future love future love.

future love future love future love future love

2009-10-29T12:17:00.001+08:00

I have been waiting for 2day to coming..=D..

Finally,the day have arrived..I am so excited..=P

2009-10-27T17:32:00.001+08:00

Today

After work,went to meet Preethi and Diana in Causeway to celebrate Preet's Belated Bday...hahah..we went to Pizza Hub for dinner..

P.s I hope,I didnt ruin the celebration..=x

26 Oct

After work,meet up with Preethi in causeway to shop for preet belated birthday present..hahah..Hope she like the present=P...

Went back home,to have dinner..Then chat with baby..Baby,u are so sweet..=P

2009-10-26T13:43:00.001+08:00

"You may be out of my sight...
but never out of my mind...
Baby,I Miss You!"

2009-10-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

Went to Ziling's shop-"Black Ribbon" in bugis street...Then went to bugis Junction walk walk around then went home for dinner..After dinner,was browsering online wat movie can I watch and I saw this show:

hahah..Sex in the city...hahah

It was show in the cinema last year..hahah..Heard the show was not bad..=p..hahah..

So I download it and spend my evening watching it..=D..I love the story line..The ending was so So sweet and romantic..hahah..=p

2009-10-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

I love this song very much..It keep playing in my head..=p..hahah

"Touch My Hand lyrics"

Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonder wall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright
Is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
(Reach out to you, touch my hand)

I'll never get the chance again
(Reach out as far as you can)
I'll never get the chance again
(Only me, only you and the band)
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand, yeah

2009-10-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

Went for Facial Treatment in orchard hotel Shopping arcade..hahah..After my Facial treatment,chim Li and me,we went Far East Plaza for shopping..hahah..Then we took a cad down to Jie Jie's Niece Bday Party..hahah..Very tiring but have alot of fun 2day..

Getting very tired,tired,tired..I need a break!!...I really dont understand wat am I doing..

2009-10-24T12:05:00.001+08:00

When to orchard 2day to meet my cousin,June after work..=)..We have dinner at the same usual palce in wheelock,NYTC...hahah..She misses the steak there..hahaha..I order Fish and chip and orea Madness..hahah..Then we went to Border to look for Storybook and Magazine then we went to behind Border to took a cad back home..

Enjoy and have fun 2day..=D

2009-10-22T17:42:00.001+08:00

During working Hour,I was so boring,so I was surfing the net and I saw this story..It is so touching.Juz wan to share the story with U all..=)

"Silent Love"

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

2009-10-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

2day

So tired after work..Went straight home and watch online movie since waiting for 10pm,to chat with Baby...hahah..That is hw I spend my Wed..=)

20 Oct

After work went to meet up with Diana in Northpoint..We went to Food court for dinner then we went shopping..=D...Then head back home to chat with baby online

19 Oct

Went home after work,so tired and my best Friend(Headache) cum back to find me again,it is killing me...

2009-10-19T13:45:00.000+08:00

Misses U very much..

2009-10-18T20:11:00.001+08:00

Today

Seven Day without Baby...

Meet Chim Li in Sun plaze for Lunch and for shopping..=D..After Lunch,Suddenly,she ask me wan to eat lollipop...Then she put money into this machine:

Guess wat is she doing??Hahah..=p

This is a lollipop Machine,she try to get lollipop from the Machine..Cool..=D..haha..I didnt even noe that the lollipop Machine exit..=X..hahah

17 Oct 2009

Six day without Baby...

Went to Snip Avenue in Boon Keng with Hui Ying for Hair Treatment..hahah..After Hair Treatment waiting for bus to go Bugis for Shopping..hahah..This is hw my hair look like after Treatment:

We went to Bugis Junction,Bugis Street and Iluma for shopping..=P..hahah..Then we went back to yishun for dinner.. This is the photo,we took be4 we go home:

hahah..I like this Photo=D

2009-10-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

Firth day withou Baby...

My company have Fire Drill session 2day..hahah..lol..It bring back the memorise wen I was in Secondary Scholl,whenever we hear the Fire Alarm,we will all get out of our classroom and assemble in the Open space Field under the hot Sun..hahah..

After work,went to meet Jess and celine in vivo City..It have been a long time since we last meet up for dinner and to chit-chat..hahah..

Then we went shopping..They both each brought a dress..haha..=p..

Rush Back home aftertat,hoping to be able to chat with Baby online be4 going to sleep..I thought he will be online at nite,coz he hv outing in the afternoon...But I was wrong..He was not online..='(..May be he is very tired after the outing..Anyway,I hope Baby,enjoin himself 2day...Nite Nite,Baby..

2009-10-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

Four Day without Baby...

Do Data entry the whole day for work,2day..lol...hahah..After work,meet up with diana and preethi in Jurong East Mrt Station..It have been a long time,since we meet up..Misses the Moments,we use to have tgt..=D..Then I went to meet my fren,Chim li,went to food court and have dinner tgt..After dinner,we go walk walk..

I hope everything will be alright..Gal,dont think too much,ok=)Cheer up..

2009-10-14T23:10:00.001+08:00

Third day without Baby...

2day,After work,I went to Baby's hse to take web camera..Inside of me,I was hoping that he is at home in his room...I was hoping to see him,hug hug him...But I known that,he is in China now,not in singapore..

When I enter his room,everything look the same,nothing changes..In the room is juz me and Rrico(his dog)..It was so quiet and cold..

I juz felt that something is missing in my life and You are the missing pierces in my life..Misses u so much...='(

2009-10-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

Second day,without Baby...

After work,I went to meet my fren,Chim Lim for dinner in Novena..And there is nothing much to eat there so we decided to take a cab down to Yishun,to go Northpoint,Seoul Garden for dinner..hahaha..

I love the chicken there very much,I cant stop take more and more until the whole pan is full of chicken..

Our Mini Streamboat..hahah.

This is ME...HAHAH..

My Friend,Chim Lim..=D

My favourite Dish:Pasta with Cream of mushroom and Lala(hahah,I add in myself=)...

Eat until very full and I Enjoy myself alot..hahah..Will be going back there again...hahah..And dont be surprise,the next time,I go there again and I carry one whole plate of chicken to the table...hahha=p

2009-10-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

2day took one full day leave,to pei Baby...=p..Wake up in the morning to make breakfast for Baby..=D..hahah..Went airport to send Baby,tgt with his mum...When he went into departure Hall,I wanted to break down

First time,First day without Baby around..='(..

After that,I went to Junction 8 to meet my cousin,June for dinner in at Ding Tai Fung.Below are the food,we have order:

While waiting for her,I went to walk around and I went in to Golden Village to apply for job..=p..hahah..I have been wanting to work in cinemas coz of the benfits..^.^..hahah..One week,two day for a total of 8 hour and 1 hour $4 and must committe at least three month...hahah..It make me think twice,I dont noe should,I go Cinemas work or shld I not(Very confuse)..

After dinner,we headed down to Cathay to catch "500 Days of summer"..=D..

The film tells a story of the relationship between a woman, Summer (Deschanel), who doesn't believe in true love and a man, Tom (Gordon-Levitt), described as a hopeless romantic, who falls in love with her. When Tom is blindsided after his girlfriend Summer dumps him, he shifts back and forth through various periods of their 500 days 'together' to try to figure out where things went wrong. His reflections ultimately lead him to finally rediscover his true passions in life

haha..2day,I also recieved a bad news from my supervisor,he told me that the HR is terminating my working partner,Joanthan..Haiz..I hope,I can manage the stress and I pray that the work load will nt be heavy..

Thank,June,for pei me 2day..

Misses Baby,alot now

2009-10-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

Went to Vivo with Baby,2day..hahah..Below are some of the photos,we took 2gether 2day..

Baby is going oversea Tml..Going to miss him alot..='(

2009-10-08T09:38:00.001+08:00

5 October

Soo tiring,after work...Went back home straight after work..

6 October

Meet Jesscia in Jurong point after work..hahah..It have been a few month since,I last saw her..hahah

Cant wait for next week,hahah..lady nite..Misses u all..=D..hahah

2day

Went to catch a movie,"Cloudy with the chance of meatball" with my collegues after work..It is a nice show!!hahah..

After the movie,went to Bishan to meet Baby...I didnt noe that baby,got brister on his foot..So heart pain,to see that baby's leg pain pain..And I was so touched that Baby,travel all the way to Junction 8 juz to meet me despite the pain on his foot...Hope that the brister will leave Baby,soon..I juz wan Baby,to be alright..

2009-10-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

The moment,2day is going to end,Tml is cuming and Monday is drawing nears..My tears cant stop falling...

Wat will my life be without you around??Wat will be my weekend be like??...

I seriously,I dont noe,how to survive through the rest of my week...

Can someone tell me wat shld I do??

2009-09-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

21 September 2009

Public Holiday..No working..=D..Went to my mum's shop in the morning and in the afternoon,spend my day with Baby..=D

22 September 2009

Back to work..Nothing much to do..

hahah..First Time went to the coffee shop near Pionneer Mrt for lunch..hahah..After lunch,back to the office and rot again,waiting to end work..hahah=D

23 Septmeber 2009

My working partner is on MC for two day but luckily nothing much to do..hahah..Our Big boss treated all the IT Department and ERP department for lunch in Putien,one of the resturant in Jurong point..hahah..I also dont noe why suddenly he treating all of us for lunch..=x..hahah=D

24 Septmeber 2009

I finally manage to slove the problem cause by Microsoft Office outlook all by myself..=D..
I have been spending hours trying to slove the problem but the software juz dont wan to work..Calling for help,no one is on their desk.they all went for meeting..='(..

But luckily there is internet..hahah..I found the solution in Microsoft Website..hhahah..=D

25 September 2009

My working partner is back..But he seen to be tired..Hope he is fine...

Went to meet my cousin after work in orchard for dinner..Very tiring after hour of shopping=D

Today

Wake up early in morning and went to my mum's shop again to help her..In the afternoon,went to meet Baby to shop for my fren,Chim Lim's bday present in Causeway point then we went to Party World to celebrate her bday..hahha..

Too busy to buy her present so have to buy on the day itself..=x..hahaha..Enjoy myself alot 2day..hahahah..Baby,thank for pei me 2day..Hope u have fun too=D

2009-09-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

2nd Week of Attachment..

Since first day of my attachment till now, my office phone nvm ring ones..And 2day finally my office phone, rang..LOL..The reason is not coz no call for me, is my office phone spoil..LOL.. And I was flood with calls the whole day..LOL…

2day is really a very happening day for me.

Wake up early to prepare myself and have my breakfast then I go for “morning Exercise”=chasing the company bus…LOL..That stupid driver, 4get about me and drove away..=’(..So I took a train down to work..I didn’t know that the train is going to Pairs Ris via jurong east..

When I reach Jurong East, I feel uneasy,where am I..I thought I am still in Lalaland then I discover I am on the opposite platform so I cross over to take train to Joo koon..Reaches my company at 8am…LOL..Start work at 8.30am,I reach at 8am..

Another boring day…hahah..I was wrong..My boss start asking me to call this person for her computer name and IP address to solve her Microsoft office 2000 using DameWare Mini Remote Control..Hahah..A cool software..I can login on to other people PC and see wat they doing..=p..hahahh…

That is when I discovered that my office phone spoil, so got to change a new phone..After a change of phone..OMG…my office phone can’t stop ringing..

2day,I was so blur..I took down the incident number,the description,the person report, I DIDN’T TOOK DOWN the computer name and contact number..LOL…How to do the configuration and how to inform the person about the changes..=.=”…BUT luckily the person call back a few hour asking for help again…hahah…

Second incident,I was asking this person is he on the desk nw,so that we can go over to update his anti-virus..I ask him where he is now??He sae,he is in 18=18 joo koon Crescent BUT I heard as “dating “…My supervisor over heard it and he was laughing away.. “18” can hear as “dating”..LOL

Around 4pm,I have nothing to do le..Went to face book..I can’t take the quizzes..Then I ask my working partner, to try out whenever he can do the quizzes..Randomly, he tries out one quizzes: Death date…Which require you to enter your birthday..I was shocked,why is he entering my bday date:11 March 1989..He sae no,it is his bday date..LOL..

After I saw his ez-link and i show him,my IC..Then We reliease we have the same bday date..same date,same month,same year..but different give birth location..LOL..The world is so small..I don’t except we have the same bday date tgt..hahah..LOL…Cool..

Misses Baby a lot..

I don't miss you and you alone;
I miss you and me together.

Can’t wait to see him again..28 day left='(..

2009-09-11T12:15:00.000+08:00

It have been a long time since I chat with her...I dont noe why am I feeling that y,I feel so uneasy..

I hope she dont think,I am making up story or showing off..

Sometime,I juz wish I can really share with her everything but there is a fear in me..

I am so lost,I really dont noe wat to do..

Thing are no longer the same anymore

2009-09-10T17:05:00.001+08:00

It juz so unfair..Do I have a choice to choose..

2009-09-10T11:20:00.001+08:00

Third day of attactment,Nothing much to do...Walking to and for to 18 Joo koon crescent and 51 Joo koon circle Server Room and saw a few familiar devices and alot of unfamiliar devices..hahah..Learn alot of things that was not taught in school..hahah...Then we went to Jurong point for lunch...hahah..

Cant wait for tml to meet baby..hahah..Hope he like wat I have bought for him=p..hahah..

2009-09-08T22:01:00.001+08:00

Second day of Attactment:took the company bus and reach the company half an hour early again...=.="..Rotting the whole day...Play online game,read online articles,Stories...=p..Waiting to end work,to meet baby..=D..

Juz meet him a few hour ago,I already misses him so much..I cant stop thinking of him..I wondered when are we meeting again..

30 day left and Baby going for Oversea..='(

Hope that tml workload will not be alot coz my working partner will not be report for working and I am doing everything alone..=x

2009-09-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

First day of work..I was early by half an hour..hahah..I was posted to IT department,doing IT helpdesk..LOL..

First day of work,I have to climb up and down the staircase to variety department to troubleshoot their computers and laptops,help them install Anti-virus software from the Server to their com and laptop...

Looking forward for the each day,I wondered wat other job are we assign to=D..

2009-09-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

I have my last paper on Mon..=)2day is my last day of holiday..='(..Starting my Attractment Tml..=.='I dont noe iszt a gd thing or a bad thing...Hope I will get use to the travelling Journey,and New working environment..I hope everything will be alright..

On my last day of holiday,I went to watch G-FORCE-3D with Baby..=D..hahah..First time,I watch 3D Movie..^.^Hahahah..New experience..=P..hahah..Each of the scene of the movie,look so real..And the four Guinea Pigs,Agent Darwin, Agent Juarez,Agent Blaster and Agent Hurley,are so so cute..Hahhaha..Agent Darwin is juz like baby...=p..Hahaha..It is a nice show,worth to watch..=D

2009-07-31T12:55:00.000+08:00

Different people have different views..

They will never noe the real reason behind,until u sae.=)

I am tired le..Counting one step at a time..

2009-07-24T15:24:00.000+08:00

Intimacy...

2009-07-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

Went out with Baby,2day...Hahaha..We went to cut our hairs,2gether..hahaha..Now my head feel more lighter...=p..Then we went to catch Movie,"Harry potter and The half-blood Prince"..It is a long show...hahah..And we went to eat Bak Kut Teh for our dinner=D...

hahaha...Baby,U are so palyful!!...=p...I couldnt 4get,the scene in Plaza singapure...hahahha..I juz cant stop laughting..hahah....

Baby,I enjoy myself and have a lot of fun,2day..Thank,Baby..Love ya(^_^)

2009-07-18T14:10:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Lies..

2009-07-18T14:04:00.001+08:00

Our journey of life is about progress,
not perfection.
It's not about doing one thing
100% better -
it's a matter of doing 100 things,
1% better each day.

Progress is evolutionary
not revolutionary,
and most days we measure our progress
in inches, not miles.

What matters most
is showing up for your life
whether you feel like it or not.

Ask yourself,
"What two or three little things can I do today
that would move me forward?"

You'll be amazed
at how much distance you can cover
by taking it in increments.

The little things add up;
the inches turn to miles;
and we string together our efforts
like so many pearls.
Before long, look what you have -
a whole strand!

2009-07-09T18:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,one of Nyp Lecture,call me to inform me that I kena Home quarantined until Next Tue..So suay..He sae that one of the student in LTN6,tested positive for H1N1..So unlucky ma,Went to school just to sit for my common Test paper and I kena Home quarantined..Sian..The worst part is my personal mentor will be calling me everyday to check on me...No freedom...Hope Everything will be alright..

2009-06-29T00:57:00.000+08:00

Went shopping with Hui ying 2day and I bought a new bag.

Haiz..I still prefer the bag,given by my sisters during my bday....BUT now it is torn.This few week,I have been searching for the similar bag but I juz couldnt find it.

After shopping,I went to meet Baby.we went to Clark Quary to have Bak Kut Teh for dinner.Thank,Baby for spend some time with me.=D

2009-06-26T14:39:00.001+08:00

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that! we don't know what we've been missing

until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

2009-06-19T03:17:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU,I Miss you,I need you

I love you more than all the stars in the sky.
I love you more as each moment passes us by.
I love you more with every breath I take.
I love you more with each promise we make.

I need you like a flower needs the rain.
I need you for you can wash away my pain.
I need you more each day
I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way.

I miss you more than ever now.
I miss you because I really need you somehow.
I miss you and your touch.
I miss you for to me, you mean so much.

I want you to caress my lips the way you always do.
I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you.
I want you to hold me close to your heart.
I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you
And I have for every single moment, right from the start.

2009-06-18T01:28:00.001+08:00

I misses the old time,we use to hang up tgt..I juz wish,I could turn back the time...Now,I juz wish,I could disappear frm this world and go to someplace,far far far away where no one know abt me and my past..

2009-06-18T00:54:00.000+08:00

Remember the times,we have a lot of fun and joy together..U will nvm fail to be alway there to console me and make me laugh again..

But everything is no longer the same,after I got into years 3,it was so much stressful than I excepted,alot of assigments to be done..Sometime I juz felt like giving up.And also till to my family finanical situation,I also start to work as telemarketer on every Mon,Wed and Fri,to get extra pockect Money..Life have been so busy until I dont even have time for myself and for him too and I also stop attending church service and going to cellgroup,Everyday,I spend most of my time,study,study and writing reports..Work is nvm ending..

On Monday,I went over your house,to return you yor clothes,I can sense that something is not alright..I told myself,maybe u are tired after your attactment..But I was wrong,I read your blog,2day..seriously,I really dont noe wat u feeling and thinks about me,until u written down everything on the blog..I really sorri about everything..I know a word "sorri" is nt enough..But no matter wat I juz wan to thank you for all the happy moment,Love care and concern u use to have for me..Thank you

2009-06-17T16:24:00.000+08:00

What is the purpose of life??

2009-06-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

You can't miss this MTV..It is a very nice and touching..

2009-06-13T14:26:00.000+08:00

Do you noe..

Do you noe,hw much I am in love with you.
Do you noe,hw much I wanted to hold on to you.
Do you noe,hw much I wanted you to be mine 4ever.
Do you noe,hw much I Fear to lose you.
Do you noe,hw much I Fear to let go of you.
But I'm scared,The history repeat again.
And
We become stranger ones again.

2009-06-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

When she walks away from you mad===[ Follow her]
When she stare's at your lips===[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you===[ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she start's cursing at you===[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet===[ Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignore's you===[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away==[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst===[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying==[Just hold her and don’t say aword ]
When you see her walking==[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared===[ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder===[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steal's your favorite hat==[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you===[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time===[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt==[ Back yourself up with the TRUTH ]
When she says that she likes you==[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands===[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you===[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret===[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes===[ don’t look away until she does ]
When she misses you===[ she's hurting inside]
When you break her heart===[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over===[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin===[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
-always call her when you know somethings wrong
-Pretty and beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best ever
-When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
-When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

copied and pasted shamelessly from puiye's blog.

2009-05-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

Feeling so tired and drained..I am such a useless,stupid and good for nothing..Nothing I do,turn out the way,I Wanted..I really feel like giving myself up..I too tired le to try even harder..

Am I setting too high exception on myself??

2009-05-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

I did tell you that I am "changing" and but you dun see the change??feel me being very fake??Fine up to you to think..I'm too tired to agrue back..Do u noe hw much I am struggling inside me to get over wat u have done to me..You shld noe,wat I am talking abt..Do u noe that it has a very big impact and bring about a big changes in my life..Do you noe,I am trying very hard to get over it..Do you really know hw I feel inside too.. I am not blaming you,I know it is a retribution..

"how can i trust you? and you can tell me you dun trust me. wth."..You shld ask yourself this question,there are something,it mean to be a secret between both of us..Why do u sae out?After wat u have done,do u think I can trust you again to tell u every single thing of my life..Wat if u spill the beans again...How you expect me to trust u and I didnt ask u to trust me..

"the only reason i still HAVE to talk to you is BECAUSE of preethi,diana and excos,if weren't for them i would have listen to everyone who told me to end this so called friend-a-me."..Dont take Preethi,diana and excos,as a reason,to talk to me or to end this so called friend-a-me,is YOUR PERSONAL DECISION..If you explain to them,why are u not talk to me,they will understand you..ANYWAY,I DONT NEED YOU AS MY FREN..I still have other frens,who I can talk to..It does nt matter to me anymore,if you are talk or nt talk to me..

"I dun go ard telling pple what kind of person you are. matter of fact is they tell me.go ahead badmouth me, i dun care."..PLEASE STOP ASSUME THINGS THAT ARE NOT TRUE..Please show me the prove,if u think I am badmouth abt u to other people..

"You just dunnoe how much i've worried abt every little problem we had since poly started. how much i wanna cry."How abt me,hv u thought of my feeling??Do u noe,after so many thing has happen,since last year,It really wake me up..I am trying my best to change to become a better person..But do u even appreciate me and give chance to accept me..Why wen you are not feeling well,y I even bother to buy chrysanthemum Tea for you..Do u noe that,wen I c you suffering as you are nt feel well,I feel the pain for u and I wanted to do something for you as fren coz I truly care for you but I was so scared that you may think,I am trying to act very nice to you..Do you noe that,I was so lost,I even call preethi,to ask her shld I buy and she told me to follow my heart..If u dont believe ask her yourself..

Perhap you are right,I have being very fake..But do u think,I willing wan to..Do u noe,hw much I wanted to cry and hw much I regert..Hw much,I wish to turn back the clock and change the history..But I noe,wat is done is done,it cant be undone..I juz wish to move on life,happily..Which I pretended,and I really HATE MYSELF..

Maybe we have different mindset and thinking..Perhap,it will be the best that,we never know each other..I am tired also.."There is also something im been trying and trying. i forgave you but i just cant forget" that is also wat I wanted to tell you after wat has happen..I am nt blame anyone,coz I noe,is all my fault and I brough it to myself..And I cant do anything abt it but to learn my lesson and I know that very clearly..

2009-05-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

Since School reopen until now,2day is the first time,school started at 1pm..hahah...Coz Morning lesson was all cancel..lolz..hahah..But in the end,I still have to go school earlier to meet my teammates to edit the powerpint slides,that we will be present later..lolz..hahah..Everything was very rushing but in the end,it went very smoothly..Gd job,guys..=)

P.S super sorry,I lost my temper..=x Sorri..I noe that,I sld be more understanding and I shldn't do it coz u all also sacrific alot juz to prepare for 2day presentation...Sorri..

I went for briefing for OIPP briefing..I was so excited to go for Oversea Project Attachment..I want to go suzhou!!!..I want to ask my mum,can I go..But I was so scared,my mum will dispprove me frm going..Coz I am a gal and she worries for me..

Sometime,I really wish,I can go anywhere I like..

I dont wan to pretend anymore..

I juz wan to find back myself.

2009-05-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

Soo tired and drained...I wish,I can have a long break..I hate this feeling..

2009-05-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

So unlucky,I left my thumbdrive in the lab 2day..=(..Sian,Tml got to wake up early to take it back..=x..Please let me be independent...I have sae,I can wake up earlier myself and I can go and take my thumbdrive myself

I noe u all wan to be there for me but I really wan to depend on myself...I wish U all can respect my decision..I wan to learn to get use to the life being alone..I dont wish to be struck in between..Hope u guys understand=)

2009-05-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

My ear hurt alot..So red and painful..I hope,it will get well soon=x..Cry in help='(

2009-04-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

It driving me crazy..I HATE THIS FEELING..WTH,Why I have to suffer all this..Feeling so Pisses off..

I DONT WAN TO SEE HIM AGAIN..I DONT WAN TO BE REMIND OF THE PAST.

2009-04-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

After my class ended,I went off to meet Jess and celine..We went to The Cathay to queue for Free Ben & Jerry Ice-cream..hahah..

The queue was Sooooo damn long..hahah..So many people queueing and waiting patienly for the Ice-cream..hahaha..My friends and I,we are special..=phahah..We got two cone of ice-cream each..=Dhahaha..lolz..

Then I rush off to meet my fren,to give her a surprise bday celebation..Hahahah..Happy bday,chanel..Hope u like the surprises=)Smile always=D..

Zouk..

2009-04-20T01:58:00.000+08:00

I think,I am addicted to Pool..I went to play Pool last week and 2day,I went to Amk,k-pool to play with the juniors from 3pm-6pm..hahah...Not surprise,One person have to pay $11..hahah..There goes my money for 2day..hahah..

Then I went off to meet huiying..We went to Jurong Point coz she was looking for EVERLAST shoes...hahah..As we walk and shop around,I saw this Tank Top from PepperPlus that I have been looking for..hahah..And it is selling at $12..OMG,I wanted to buy so badly,so I decided to borrow money frm her..hahah..Finally,I owe a Tank Top..=Dhahaha..lolz..I am going to go back to buy more..=p..hahaha...

Then we continue walking,and we saw this accessories shop,selling items @ Buy 2 get 1 Free..hahah..we went in to take a look and we decided to buy a belt..hahah..I bought a white belt for myself and huiying bought a brown belt and a white bracklet..Wen she wear the white bracklet,it look gd in her...hahha..

Then we ahead off to food court to drag some bit..So hungry...=x..hahah..We ate Mini pot,nobble together..hahah..My first meal of the day..=X..hahha..

After finish eating,we continue,shopping..We pass-by 77Street and we went in..I was looking at the clothes then Huiying,suddenly came and ask me,"shld I pierce my ear"..hahah..I really dont noe,hw to ans her,so I sae,"your wish"...hahha..Then I went to try on some clothes..When I went back to look for her..I found out that she has decided to pierce her ear..hahha..I was tempted by her to pierce my ear too..hahha..Finally,I decided to pierce my ear too..hahah..

Next wishing list,is to highlight my hairs..hahah..lolz..Now waiting for it to grow longer..=)hahah..I wan to keep long hairs then I wanted to perm it..=phahah..

I feel like crying..I juz cant take it anymore..It hurt alot,wen I keep thinking of him...Why is this happening to me..It made me feel that,I am very useless and I dont worth and deserve to be love at all..

2009-04-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

I try to pretend that nothing had happen and move on life,I use to have be4 u enter into my life..

But I keep thinking and misses u..

This is driving me crazy..

Tears keep falling down

2009-04-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

I have been looking forward to 2day,DMIT Grande Finale..=p..I love the OGLs skit..Sooo Funny..hahah..I really enjoy the show..hahahha..Well done DMIT OGLs!!!=P

2009-04-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

3 More day,School starting soon...But I dont feel like going back to school..Dont have the mood to study=x..Sianz..It is going to be a routine again..Go school,study,eat,work,sleep then the cycle repeat..hahah..

I hope,when sch start,It will not be as bad as I think..Jiayou RuFeng..

2009-04-15T03:00:00.000+08:00

One of my favourite Song..=D

2009-04-15T02:13:00.000+08:00

I love my hairs...So soft and striaght..hahah...I hope that I can maintain the straightness...hahaha...I think,I am growing fatter..=XGot to exercise more..And I am spending too much money le..hahahah...Time to save up!!!

My sixth sense is so accurate..

I went to koufu,2day with preet and preethi..I can sense that he will be in koufu..Then suddenly he appear..OMG..

And I hate that feeling,a mixed feeling of sadness and anger(Dont ask me,y)...So I walk out of koufu like nobody business..

I JUST DONT WAN TO SEE HIM..He make me,think of the past,the pain and the hurt..I dont wan to be a big stupid fool anymore..I dont wan to cry over this matter anymore..I dont wan to continue hurting myself anymore...

IF THIS CONTINUE,I THINK,I WILL REALLY GO MAD..

All I wish now,is to be happy and cheerful...4get abt the past and move on each day with a brand new start and have a simple life..That all I ask for...

I cant stop the tears frm falling down...

2009-04-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since I went back to work..I dont like the feeling..It is so stress,tiring and draining..There are so many things,waiting for me to be done...Alot of call back and follow up..Lukily,It is juz Part Time job..hahah...

Last Mon,She told me,how he feels abt the broke up after so long..That really really hurt alot to hear that,wen the person,you use to love so deeply,sae that the next day,after the broke up..But I noe,he has a reason for it..

Perhap,I dont deserve to be love at all..

2009-04-13T02:06:00.001+08:00

10 April
I went to Toa Payoh with Preethi..We were looking for Cover Shoes..hahah..We saw alot of cheap stuffs...

From the same shop,Preethi,bought her cover shoes and I bought shorts..Haiz,I wanted to buy the similar cover shoes as preethi but dont have my size..Lolz...hahah..

Then on own way back to the MRT station,we walk pass by this beauty saloon,which was having promotion..For shaping eyebrow,it cost only $1..OMG,it is so cheap..hahah..So we went in,to have our eyebrow done and we also do Facial Threading..hahah..First time,I try out and it is very painful..=x..

Then we went to buy Chicken rice for dinner..hahah..After eating,I rush off to meet my fren in bugis..hahaha..Both of us wanted to go to Bugis street to buy clothes..hahah..After we have bought what we wanted,we went to orchard,Far East Plaze,7-Eleven to chill..We bought one bottle of voka and Mocha cheese chip to share..hahah..

11 April
I met my cousin,June..We went to Snip Avenue,beauty saloon in Boon keng,to pamper ourseleves..She got her nails painted and hairs dye and colour AND I done soft rebonding..hahah...A change of my hairstyle..hahah..New images..=p..I love my new hairstyle..hahaha..I felt so refresh and more confident in myself..=)Thank you,June,for this belated Present..=)hahah..Hope I'm looking better in this hairstyle..hahah..

TOday
I went to cathay,orchard with my kor..hahah..We went to watch movie,"The Unborn"..hahah..Horror Movie..Actually,I dont dare to watch Horror Movie..=X But I challenge myself to watch,to overcome my fears..lolz..hahah..Turn out,that show is nt scarely=p..hahah..lolz..

After watching,we went upstairs to play Pool..hahah..I keep hitting Strike....hahah..STRIKE IS MINE!!DONT HIT IT..hahahh...lolz..hahah..

After playing,we went down to DG,Juz asia for dinner..Then we wen to clark Query...We sit at the River bank of Singapore river,to chill..It is so cool and Peace..Another place to chill..hahah..

My boss juz call and ask me to go back to work on Monday..I dont noe,it this a gd new or bad news...hahah..Wait and see ba..

2009-04-08T02:27:00.001+08:00

不值得

除了想你除了爱你
hu ~ 我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情
hu ~ 我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
除了想你除了爱你
hu ~ 我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记打开心情
hu ~ 我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
不为你而放弃爱情
不为你而毁了心
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

2009-04-07T13:09:00.000+08:00

"HAPPY WITH THE BREAK UP..NO MORE BURDEN..NO MORE WORRIES.."I didnt noe,that I am a PEST and also a BURDEN to u.."FINALLY,FELT FREE.."What the hell,it sound like,I HAVE ROB YOUR FREEDOM...And I juz like a STUPID FOOL,dont noe what is going on and still care for u..

2009-04-05T01:42:00.000+08:00

SOooo Sian,staying at home,doing nothing..=x..Luckily,I am meeting Jess in the afternoon for movie..=p..We went to the New Shopping Center beside Buigs Street..Hahhaah..We watch "Confessions Of A Shopaholic" for only $6,despite 2day is weekend..hahah...It is a nice show..After watching,we went behind Bugis Junction to eat Duck Rice..Then we sit down in Macdonald,chit-chat and gossip..hahahha...=p..

Time flies pass very fast,it time to head back home..But I dont feel like going home..=x..

So I took a bus from sembwang Interchange to Sembwang beach..It was so Quiet,Calm and Peace..But there are so many thing going through my mind..Tears keep falling down..I am so lost..

I juz wish there is a shoulder for me to lean on..

2009-04-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

U have prove me wrong 2day..You made me reliease the Truth..

2009-04-03T01:33:00.000+08:00

When you are Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never said I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you·re gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you·re gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you·re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you·re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK

I mïss you

2009-04-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

Why am I such a fool??Why am I so stubborn??Why I have to torture and make myself suffer??Why I keep hurting myself??What are all the tears falling down,everytime be4 I fall asleep??I wanted to shout..There is So much,I wanted to sae..Why cant,I stop hurting myself??Why I Still Misses him??Why I still care??Wat gone wrong in Me??

2009-04-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

Life can be full of colours or full with darkness..It is u,who determine what u wan in life and hw u wan your life to be..You have to change yourself first be4 u can change the impression,people have on you..Dont juz sae,prove it through your action coz actions proves a thousand words..

There is alway a purposes in every setbacks and trials,and through it,it make you into a stronger person..

A lot of things has happen to me,one after another..I felt so hurt,lost and confuse..I totally lost my self-confident and myself..I can only blame myself for everything.. Sometime,I juz hope I can have a second chance for everything..

This few week,I dont have mood for anything..It is because of one of the Cellgroup leader big hugs..She has pick me up again..Juz her simple hugs,she makes me realise that I am not alone..someone is alway there for me=)

2009-04-01T02:18:00.001+08:00

"Chance is not given,You got to earn it yourself"..Haiz..Can someone please explain to me,how,how, and how??I wanted to give up..But I Juz cant bear to let go..It Juz hurt so much..I dont noe,wat shld I do..Soo lost and confuse..

2009-04-01T01:10:00.001+08:00

hahah..I have a lot fun 2day..I even playing Frisbee with the Juniors even after scolding them..lolz..Actually,I was really very disappointed with them,wen I found a contact list of all the Ogls in their working area.It shld be confidential and why it is left unattempted.Anyway,I also dont blame them coz I understand that we are all human being and we tend to 4get something at time.

hahah..Back to the fun part,playing Frisbee..hahah..We have to pass Frisbee to our opposite Neigbours..hahah..First time,I saw so many ways of passing a Frisbee..Hahaha.I didnt noe,using Taiji method can also pass Frisbee..lolz..

Then we play Monkey,using the Frisbee..hahah..I dont noe,how many time,Meiyi and Me become Monkey..hahah..All the guys gang up to bully us..='(..hahah..Juz Kidding=p..Actually beside playing Frisbee,there is also Match-Making Session happening at the same time..hahah..Lolz..Secret that cant be sae..hahaha..Lolz..Thank for the fun,joys and all the memorise..It has been since a long time,I have enjoy and laughing Non-stop..hahah..

2009-03-31T09:50:00.000+08:00

I hope someone to be there for me and I wish the person is U
Only U,make my life full of colours.With U around,I felt Safe and secure and so in love.
Now that U are gone,Thing are no longer the same anymore.
Everything seen like it has came to the end.I Misses the happy moments we use to have.
I hope time will stop there.But I noe,it will never and life move on.
Still thinking and Missing U.Hoping One Day,U will come back again.I wish the person is U.

2009-03-29T14:18:00.000+08:00

SOooo sian..Nothing to do at home..Feeling Sooo emptry..Something is missing..I dont noe,wat iszit..Feeling so lost and confuse..Searching for the ans..

2009-03-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

26 March
In the evening,I went to Boon keng to meet my friend..haha..I went there,last Thur to "Snip Avenue" to do Hair Treatment and yesterday,I went back there again to do Manicure and Predicure..hahah..I am so excited,first time,i am doing Manicure and predicure..Lolz..hahah..Is damm cheap..Express Manicure for both hand cost $4.80,Express Predicure cost $5.80,French Manicure cost $8.80..If u wan,Nail Art on your Nail,it range from $1.50 onward..So afforable..There are different outlet in different area..If U are interested,contact me for more information..=)..hahahah..

2009-03-26T14:56:00.001+08:00

2day,I went to orchard for shopping with my friend.Hahahah..We went to Cotton on and I bought one skirt from there..hahaah..Then we went to Far East Plaza..hahah..We bought "Fried Mar bar"..Sooo nice..It has been a long time since I eat it..hahah..wen u put Fried Mar bar with ice-cream into yor mouth,the feeling is so nice..Hahah..After finish eating,We went to vivo to waiting for our friends to go clubbing..hahah..While waiting for them,we went to food centre near the Interchange to eat our dinner..hahah..The Fried Hokkien Mee is damm cheap,ONLY $2..BUT THE PORTION VERY LITTLE..The prawns,super small and very little egg..Lolz..Anyway it is so cheap,cant expect much..hahaha..Then we went to meet them and we went striaght to ST James Power house..hahah..It was Ladies Nite..Free entry and Free 5 drinks..Cool..hahahah..We order one jar of cranberry vodka..The drink is so nice..I like it very much and I keep drinking until I feel giggy..Walk also cant walk properly..lolz..haha..Dont noe,hw many legs,I have step..=x..hahah..I enjoy myself alot..I have alot of fun..hahah..Thnk you,guys for the accompany..=D

2009-03-25T01:05:00.000+08:00

If You really love something,Set it free..
If it comes back,It's yours.
If not it wasn't meant to be